Exposure won’t pay these bills, but its currency holds value on these digital streets.

This is probably the worst time for me to take a twitter break. My timeline is/was on fire. I have some big names in my dms.

And yet, for spiritual purposes, I’m going to be gone for a self-imposed exile.

It’s my favorite go-to when I get overwhelmed. It’s possibly a form of self-sabotage, but for the purposes of this month, we are going to say it’s #selfcare.

When I start to feel my voice slip away from its self, I have to step back. When I start policing my own tweets in order to keep the peace with all my followers I have to go.

I should care less.

But I don’t. I care. I totally care. I worry about you, person with only 15 followers who only tweets when I’m online. I frickin care.

And yet, I am tired of constantly giving only pieces of me. Because apparently all of me is too much.

I overshare. I talk too much.

But it’s for a good reason. As a child, I had a huge, and I mean HUGE problem with hypocrisy. I can’t stand it because I literally don’t understand it. I overexplain and overshare so that I am understood.

So what I want you all to know is I will be back online. But I can’t be in pieces.

You are going to get all of the Yeshua-loving, comic book, news obsessed, gothic, emotional big mama.

I already know that’s a lot. I already there seems to be a lot of contradiction. Some of you are even surprised how deep and personal my relationship with Yeshua/Jesus is when I know you see of my thirst
tweets….

And I want to talk about that.

I am a human (well Alien but more on that later). I have needs, I feel FEELS. Especially, those kinds of feels.

And it was really a struggle for me to be someone with a sometimes one track mind while really wanting a great relationship with my messiah. So I decided to embrace all of me.

I’ll evolve. I’ll grow.

And what’s that saying “those who don’t like it, don’t matter and those who do, do”. Idk. That sounds like a good saying.

Anyways, I know this was all rambly and ranty and probably know one cares. But it’s important to me that I be myself, my most authentic self.

I am excited to go back on twitter and be your favorite comic book babe.

Miss ya’ll.

-LaBlaq

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